- Okay ... Come on, baby! It will be easy! - I thought.
- You have so many wonderful thoughts in your head, a pile of scribbled scraps and all those notebooks into which you've poured a sea of ink over the years. It will be fine! You can do it!!!
I closed my eyes for a moment ... It was so quiet everywhere.
Zero unnecessary noise. Bliss….
"Okay, that's enough," I scolded myself.
- Now straighten up! Take a deep breath and start!
I didn't believe myself that at that moment I had so many emotions. I was trembling and at the same time I was excited. I was rubbing my hands touching the keys, and then suddenly I stood up and, walking around the room, knocked on my head that writing a book was probably the greatest stupidity my mind could tell me.
I didn't soon sit in front of the computer again and continued monologizing ...
- Get started! Come on! What's this for you? Porridge with milk as always ... You sink in your thoughts, concentrate and write down ... and in the end the whole thing makes sense. Easy?! Easy…
. Beginning
That's how I started looking for my inspiration… because that's my destiny. I'm not looking to change myself. No ... I won't change myself. I am looking for the truth. The truths around you ...
Throughout all this racing of thought, I didn't notice that it was almost dark outside. Only a few digits on the screen display were breathing, making it a late unit of time. I guess my eyesight broke, or my eyes were already tired, because I had to squint them a little to see what time they represented. It was a little after midnight, and the page on my laptop screen was still blank… and so was my head.
Is the introductory phase the most difficult moment for everyone who is writing their first book? Everyone knows that the beginning is the most important. Not for me ...
After all, it depends on its content whether I manage to interest the reader enough to make him turn the next page.
From that moment on, his idea of you and how he will perceive you will begin ...
At the beginning, you reveal your intentions to the recipient and initiate expectations towards you. It is the introduction that will define you, and the label that will be attached to you will hang above you in the air. However, whatever happens at the beginning - in the end it may turn into something completely different, richer, more delicate and amazing….
What depends on us can work out
Groundbait
Or vice versa. At the end, it may turn out that despite all the attempts you make to build your great image, digest your life in a brilliant way and give it a certain meaningful shape - sooner or later the reader will come to the conclusion that everything you write about it is nothing but gibberish. One assumption, infinitely many interpretations.
But isn't that what life is about to turn the impossible into the possible? The inexplicable into the obvious? Weird to Incredible? Average to extraordinary? After all, we all grasp a goal, a chance ... hope for change ...
. Inspirations
Andrzej Sapkowski once wrote: "Destiny. Predestination. Something inevitable. A mechanism that causes a virtually infinite number of unforeseeable events to end in one result and not another. "
What if we can change it? Our destiny ?! What if there is an opportunity to redesign, transform, and remodel them? At least a little… In this case, passivity would be a failure, inertia, vague….
I choose hope ... riskiness, lack of security, madness and bravery !!! Because what's the harm? 🙂
